Friday, November 28, 2008

kem perah (2)


sape brani telek nasib...




bbq time...







penghibur jalanan...hahaha



kerang bakar well done hahaha







time mandi sungai...



kelaparan...











with lil cousin...fisa...



the chalet...


soothing....




I had a really bad time last 2 weeks…as what I wrote previously, I am very not in a good situation. Thanks to all friends who still give me support and those who offered to help me in finding a new job :) I really appreciate tat..thanks for all your caring and I’m flatter to know tat you are a friend of mine no matter in what situation I am…thanks again…

Last week…time to release all the tense…luckily my aunty had organized a family get together at kem perah frim (again hahaha). If last time we just spend 1 day…but this time we going to stay overnight in the middle of the frim jungle. Sounds excited but honestly not all of us were brave enough hahaha so the plan we will try to stay overnight but if the situation are not so okay we will going home at that night itself…since it just 5 minutes from my house and the rest just stay nearby so it is not a problem at all

I almost cancelled the plan to join then because when I woke up on Saturday morning I had a very terrible headache. I can’t move too much coz my head will start to spin upside down…end up I just lying on my bed watching tv. All I can smell is a minyak cap kapak odor since it will give me relived even not so much...luckily me mom bring back a super strong pills she got from a doctor that really saved my day. I did take panadol actually but it didn’t work this time.

We went there a bit late since the others went to a kenduri earlier and I just stuck on my bed with headache. After prayer, everyone busy to start up the fire for bbq. Now I feel so hungry since I lost my appetite earlier. Our bbq menu…ikan bakar, sotong, ayam, udang…most of it we just bought yesterday nite at nsk. Btw my cousin, mas has adding a new menu…kerang bakar but unfortunately due to lack of experience in making a good kerang bakar its end up as kerang baker totally well done….hangus terus hahahaha

Tat nite we sleep a bit late…as for myself I had more than enough sleep in the morning…so hardly to sleep tat nite plus with stomach full of bbq food haha m sharing a hut with me mum, mama’s daughter kan hahaha

Sunday morning woke up quite early. After breakfast, we had nasi lemak mama’s made, we head to the waterfall. As usual…the kids are super excited. Afternoon we had another bbq lunch…then start packing to go home.

It was a great get together even we did it in a jungle. Oh ya…I inherit the outdoors activity from all my family members coz it was a genetic…its in our blood hahaha

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

tukang kipas...

Dah lama x blog…I don’t have a time. Kerja yg melambak…dateline to chase…it does really take most of my time but luckily I don’t have to work on weekends. But my weekdays ran so fast. Without realize the hours turn to days and days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months. Actually x lah kira sangat coz for me as long I’m happy with what I’m doing and it should be okay.

Tapi life as usual….there is ups and downs. I don’t like to complain but it really hurts me since I keep it for quite sometime. Frustration, anger…all in one.. yea frust coz the work that I’m doing have not been valued enuf. Pastu ada tukang kipas baru masuk…semua jadi x betul. Pelik…coz the one that we used to work with but after this tukang kipas came in…semua macam x kena. I’m not the type yg pandai kipas. Nak ramah x tentu pasal pun susah jugak. For me work is work. As long I do my work, the rest satisfied, it shows how committed I am towards my periuk nasi.

Sedih…yup totally. Lots of issue…and now it makes me the most quiet person in the office. One of the boss did asked…but I just smile. I dah kecik hati sangat2…its not easy to pretend as if everything is okay. But no worries…I’m still ok. I’ll still do my work…let the tukang kipas sentiasa berkipas dengan kipasnya…until the right time comes to say buh-bye…then they’ll know…
*sigh*