kem perah (2)

sape brani telek nasib...

bbq time...

penghibur jalanan...hahaha

kerang bakar well done hahaha

time mandi sungai...

kelaparan...

with lil cousin...fisa...

the chalet...

soothing....

I had a really bad time last 2 weeks…as what I wrote previously, I am very not in a good situation. Thanks to all friends who still give me support and those who offered to help me in finding a new job :) I really appreciate tat..thanks for all your caring and I’m flatter to know tat you are a friend of mine no matter in what situation I am…thanks again…

Last week…time to release all the tense…luckily my aunty had organized a family get together at kem perah frim (again hahaha). If last time we just spend 1 day…but this time we going to stay overnight in the middle of the frim jungle. Sounds excited but honestly not all of us were brave enough hahaha so the plan we will try to stay overnight but if the situation are not so okay we will going home at that night itself…since it just 5 minutes from my house and the rest just stay nearby so it is not a problem at all

I almost cancelled the plan to join then because when I woke up on Saturday morning I had a very terrible headache. I can’t move too much coz my head will start to spin upside down…end up I just lying on my bed watching tv. All I can smell is a minyak cap kapak odor since it will give me relived even not so much...luckily me mom bring back a super strong pills she got from a doctor that really saved my day. I did take panadol actually but it didn’t work this time.

We went there a bit late since the others went to a kenduri earlier and I just stuck on my bed with headache. After prayer, everyone busy to start up the fire for bbq. Now I feel so hungry since I lost my appetite earlier. Our bbq menu…ikan bakar, sotong, ayam, udang…most of it we just bought yesterday nite at nsk. Btw my cousin, mas has adding a new menu…kerang bakar but unfortunately due to lack of experience in making a good kerang bakar its end up as kerang baker totally well done….hangus terus hahahaha

Tat nite we sleep a bit late…as for myself I had more than enough sleep in the morning…so hardly to sleep tat nite plus with stomach full of bbq food haha m sharing a hut with me mum, mama’s daughter kan hahaha

Sunday morning woke up quite early. After breakfast, we had nasi lemak mama’s made, we head to the waterfall. As usual…the kids are super excited. Afternoon we had another bbq lunch…then start packing to go home.

It was a great get together even we did it in a jungle. Oh ya…I inherit the outdoors activity from all my family members coz it was a genetic…its in our blood hahaha

tukang kipas...

Dah lama x blog…I don’t have a time. Kerja yg melambak…dateline to chase…it does really take most of my time but luckily I don’t have to work on weekends. But my weekdays ran so fast. Without realize the hours turn to days and days turn to weeks and weeks turn to months. Actually x lah kira sangat coz for me as long I’m happy with what I’m doing and it should be okay.

Tapi life as usual….there is ups and downs. I don’t like to complain but it really hurts me since I keep it for quite sometime. Frustration, anger…all in one.. yea frust coz the work that I’m doing have not been valued enuf. Pastu ada tukang kipas baru masuk…semua jadi x betul. Pelik…coz the one that we used to work with but after this tukang kipas came in…semua macam x kena. I’m not the type yg pandai kipas. Nak ramah x tentu pasal pun susah jugak. For me work is work. As long I do my work, the rest satisfied, it shows how committed I am towards my periuk nasi.

Sedih…yup totally. Lots of issue…and now it makes me the most quiet person in the office. One of the boss did asked…but I just smile. I dah kecik hati sangat2…its not easy to pretend as if everything is okay. But no worries…I’m still ok. I’ll still do my work…let the tukang kipas sentiasa berkipas dengan kipasnya…until the right time comes to say buh-bye…then they’ll know…
*sigh*

Raya datang lagi...

Hope it’s not too late to wish all of you friends out there selamat hari raya! Maaf zahir batin. Well I got one week leave for hari raya…office was closed for one week. Well I’m still in raya mood :) even the workloads was indescribable but still won’t take away the raya mood haha

This year raya was simple. I got few orders for cakes…thanx to shoe lace(new customer) & ira (regular customer) for believe in the taste…even I know its not tat tastier…but still can do la kan kan :D

On the 1st day of raya, as usual the old gang from smte will come to my house. Surprisingly, acik +wife + daughter also come to visit since they are not going back to hometown. He's my long lost fren studied in France before and now back to msia for good after he got his PHD. Errr whatelse…well I did visits few neighbors house. As usual the hot topic…when m i getting married…my standard answer…soon…hahaha one of my neighbor acting juz like a reporter asking tis and tat….and at last, she wanna act as a matchmaker…well she want to introduce me to one of her fren. Since I don’t know how to say I’m not interested in a polite way…I just give in. just for frens should be ok I guess.

2nd day we head back to teluk intan. Even opah was not around anymore but still have the feeling tat she is around. I missed her so much. Nothing much in perak. Just visit uncle’s house, then recce around town. Manage to take picture with the big clock as the tourism symbol of teluk intan as background hahaha anyway glad to get together with relatives…uncle, aunty, cousins. We did plan about next yr trip. well I’m so excited about it :) starting jan will start with new trip. I’ll update here later2 okay :D

I did shoot few pics taken during hari raya. I’m so bz and don’t have much time to update this blog. Here wanna share with you guys :) another few days to go before syawal end…so to all of you…enjoy all the open houses and all the foods…after this we have to start exercise to the max! hahaha

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

acik + cik pah 1st time beraya di kl...sedih x dpt balik kg huhu

abang + family...sedondon

familiar faces during 1st day of hari raya...smte geng



with cousins + aunty...

buah hati aunty :D

lil fisa...

bunga api time...

3 heroes excited dengan baju melayu...

wall e pun raya jugak...

raya at putrajaya...

my milo...

milo…rindunyer kat milo. milo…the name tat I gave for my new lil kitten. the name given as milo since his fur color like a milo drinks. he is so cute. The one tat really closed to me. since he was born, m the one who act like his 2nd mother hahaha

talking about milo’s mom…i don’t know why dia suka letak milo kat bawah pokok pisang depan rumah. bila hujan…i la yg kelam kabut amik milo bawak masuk rumah. banyak kali gak i pindahkan milo….tp nanti sure mak dia pindahkan milo balik.

milo mmg manja with me….my futsal sock geng kat rumah…also geng untuk lumba lari dari gate luar sampai dalam rumah :) he will wait for me came back from work. If I open the gate…then he’ll follow me to the car...so kenala bawak dia naik kereta even nak masukkan kereta dalam rumah je.

but 1 fine day…I balik keje…he was not around. i was thinking that he might be inside the house. but then cari punya cari….he was not around. i cari kat padang depan rumah…nearby house block area…i cant find him.

i waited for him for a week…no sign at all. my fren kata tiap2 malam masa bagi kucing lain makan, jerit la nama milo mana tau dia dengar. So tiap2 malam la i jerit macam orang gila panggil milo. x balik jugak. i rasa ada org amek dia since dia cute sangat.

i sempat shoot pic dia tengah main stoking futsal. bila tengok balik…rasa sedih sangat….rindunyer. mana milo…..

wedding at pj hilton...

Last saturday I attend an ex school fren wedding at pj Hilton. Actually kinda lazy to go since tis is a fasting month and normally at nite kinda tired. But since he’s the one who sent the card personally to me…I dont have the guts to say that m not coming because of not so reasonable excuses.

I went there with my best friend and her hubby. As usual…m always alone huhu I spare few kurma and also plain water for berbuka. Since the dinner will start at 8pm…normal for Chinese wedding stated in the card at 7pm but have to wait for others to arrive so it will start late. I just break fast in the prayer room with those thing tats I brought from home.

It was very challenging to wait until the 1st course dish been served. So hungry. Since everyone was so hungry, we managed to clear off most of the food :)

It was great to meet old school friends….ex-smte. Most of them are married or they came with bf or gf. M still maintain being solo hehehe i’ve been seated in a table tat all married couple. One of them was my ex bf during school hahaha but just be professional. Past is past. He got a nice wife anyway.

The main thing I wanna emphasized here….i don’t really like when the wedding involves alcohol. Ya it’s a Chinese wedding so it’s a normal thing and it a must to have alcohol to celebrate. To see our muslim frends drinks alcohol juz like drinking ribena is another one thing. Actually diorg x kisah nak minum in front of me coz tis while m not bothered with what they are doing as long they respect me. May be dah terbiasa so its not a big deal. Even I don’t like it but I have to be open.

It make me thinks that…until when they are going to be like tis? Aren’t they afraid of god? Sampai bila nak bersuka ria macam ni? Kalau masa skolah dulu fahamla sbb masa muda…tapi ni umur dah 30+ but still xde perubahan. The best part, wife x kisah pun husband minum depan orang lain…yg serve plak our own muslim. Sedih actually to see tis situation. May be m sound like an orthodoxical but I cant just sit and pretend tat it is okay even it’s not okay at all.

Tengok plak pengantin lelaki teruk kena buli…semua nak raikan so he has to drinks a lot. Muka dah macam crab. Cakap pun dah x betul. But still kawan punya pasal so he has to drinks…no choice. Ada plak yang muntah yang dalam hall tu. So disgusting.

May be I sound kampung…tapi apa yg seronoknya? Cuba jugak nak faham keseronokkan mcm tu. Ntahla…out of my way of thinking…

Anyway…m happy for Low & Alice…finally they tie the knot. Semakin berkurang group kitorang yg still single :)

I hope xde yg amek hati pasal apa yg I tulis. It just my sincere tots from my point of view. As what I said before….life is just not about having fun…